Gay Diarist

Today is the last day of my 20s. Tomorrow, I will be 30 years old. Time flies. I wanna make some changes of my 30s. One step at a time. Yesterday, Kelvin said he really loves me. I know it pretty well. However, I don’t feel sexually attracted to him. It sounds very shallow but when I look at him, I don’t feel that feelings like in my previous relationship. The feelings of deep connection. We get along very very well though. Am I looking for too much? I feel if I don’t have that feelings why bother to stay… — read more

I went to have dinner with the Korean guy I met on Tinder. He never showed his face picture on his dating profile and while we were chatting on Line. I didn’t find him attractive when we met in person. And we didn’t really click when talking to each other. When going home after dinner, I had a weird feeling to have many shallow connection. I missed the intimacy with someone I truly love. But I’m also afraid of losing my alone time when in a relationship. I’m curious to see other guy nude even he is not attracted to… — read more