Gay Diarist

Today is the last day of my 20s. Tomorrow, I will be 30 years old. Time flies. I wanna make some changes of my 30s. One step at a time.

Yesterday, Kelvin said he really loves me. I know it pretty well. However, I don’t feel sexually attracted to him. It sounds very shallow but when I look at him, I don’t feel that feelings like in my previous relationship. The feelings of deep connection. We get along very very well though. Am I looking for too much? I feel if I don’t have that feelings why bother to stay in a relationship given that I enjoy my alone time so much.