Gay Diarist

I went to have dinner with the Korean guy I met on Tinder. He never showed his face picture on his dating profile and while we were chatting on Line. I didn’t find him attractive when we met in person. And we didn’t really click when talking to each other. When going home after dinner, I had a weird feeling to have many shallow connection. I missed the intimacy with someone I truly love. But I’m also afraid of losing my alone time when in a relationship. I’m curious to see other guy nude even he is not attracted to me. I want to keep the connection pretty shallow with guys like that. At the same time I don’t want to just look for sex. I think the closest thing is friends with benefits. Maybe a relationship starts with friends with benefits! I don’t know…